I know myself. the mirror tells me i'm cui. the world tells me i can stay low out of the extraordinary. I keep thinking if i still have a slight chance of being different. That last glimpse of light is now overpowered by grey heart.

So to avoid disappointment, it's better to do everything myself.

no luck no chance.

or maybe you know something.

i look down and saw a fierce dog.

as i was flying, it didn't matter to me as i won't get bitten.

the next time i looked down again, i realized i wasn't flying higher than before.

before i knew it, i was getting lower and lower, almost within the dog's reach.

woke up.

clearly sums up how my life is now.

Since the ocbc game has gone far beyond any person reach (unless you trade in sunmoon), i've decided to use this platform for paper trading. Beats writing it down. I will try to buy at offer prices and sell at bid prices to make it as real as possible, and commission will be added.

Initial cash as for today 20th Jan should be at $100,000. Hopefully i will have the time to post trades and analysis everyday till the end of the game. My analysis is only worth 1 cent so please don't take any of it seriously and don't criticize if it is lousy. I'm still learning from it =]

20th Jan

Prices were pressured downwards as China restricted loans. Investors should be taking profits and i believe the downside could continue. However, i have picked some stocks i believe could go for a technical rebound from the heavy selling.

Trades done.

Cash invested=$70,400

Cash in hand= $29353.30

i can't exercise.. hopefully it doesn't drag to more than a week as predicted. left 3 more days to recovery..

driving lesson left vertical parkin onwards.. but test can only book after end of exams.

yesterday's buffet was shiok. free somemore haha.. glad to be helping out with juniors learning about trading.. during the forex trading.. one of them managed to get a cert with top trades.. happy for her even though when i need to explain to her on how to write down the transactions 3 times.. she just look straight and kept quiet lol. but after that she understand and got the hang of it and pro liao lol. Don't need to help her much.. instead her friend needs more help because she kept asking how to quote.. still she didn't get as high as her friend. different people different zai-ness ba.